News That Made Me Numb

      Hey Sourish (Greenu) ! What is this? There are lots of questions in me. But whom to ask, how to ask I don't know dammed. Instead of being so regular in touch with you, I could not know anything. My ears still do not believe about your...

That evening too we were in call. Both of us had our conversation, our chit chats, our sharing. As usual, you teased me. And I got angry. You were on the way and you told me that you'll give me call after reaching your home if I don't sleep. And I answered in positive saying,"I would not be sleeping. I have some works to do. So take your time & call me." 

Before going to sleep I thought of calling you and I indeed called you approximately 11:50 pm. It said "switched off". I tried again after sometime. Again I heard "switched off." 

I smiled to myself and murmured saying "let him call next time. This time I will complain."

Rather it was off since then.. since that day. Perhaps that switch off was switch off forever, for always. 

Now who will complain me saying "you are too busy that neither you call me nor you have time to reply to my call. You forgot me right? Calling me after many days... hmm"

Sometime my talks make you laugh and I say, "Sourish! So you know to laugh?" Saying such I smile. So as you.

And you always surprised me. 

First time you surprised me by giving me a call and saying "hey! I'm at your place. Came to meet you. Where are you?"

Thinking that you were just kidding, I replied with my tired sleepy voice "stop it! Sourish. Do I seem insane to you?"

"Well, I'm near Ravenshaw. Standing here. Without delaying more will be take pain to come here or tell me where I, to go or you want me to go away without meeting you?"

I stood dumbstruck and dressed myself up within four minutes and walked out to college square. 

It was on the day of Diwali and O God! really it was unbelievable surprise. In fact I loved your way of surprising me. Good time it was in CCD. 

And this time your news did not surprise me. It shocked me. Not only me, rather all your friends, got a shock.

Still I hope that you will call and say, "Hey! I'm here fine. How are you." 

Fake hope of mine. In reality I lost you. You're one of my few trustworthy friends and you'll always be. I always speak I'm lucky enough to have got such friends like you. At the same time I feel like most salao person for loosing your hand.

Hey Greenu! Will miss you. Your presence will never be erased out and will always be remembered both in good as well as bad times.  Let Almighty bless your Soul.